“Tell me more, tell me more”
And since you asked for details, i’m going to give you other, completely unrelated, details about my weekend, because i had a good one. Like how i went to the dyke bar to play pool friday, and got hit on by an old, da-runk, mildly retarded woman. It was awkward. The kicker was, she was damn good at pool, considering she was too drunk to stand up consistently. There were drag queens (because there just always are, it seems). Also, on two nights’ evidence, when you are a single girl, people offer to buy you drinks. I’m not used to that. It is flattering, even if maybe it oughtn’t be. I also spent four hours at the coffee shop sketching and reading. It was fun – i haven’t just sat and sketched people in years. Oh, and i made me a skirt. Very simple, white, not yet sure if i like it. And bought cute new pants.
But anyway, what you came for. The second girl i’ve had sex with. (It seemed like that might be a big deal or something, but it is, to my relief, not.) She’s kinda cute, small (my size), butch – like she really does look like a boy – buzzed blond hair. I love playing with buzzed hair, or hair in general, really. She’s 30 (i think…ish). Fuckin’ built, has a lot of tattoos – which look good on her arms. Smokes. Not my type (whatever that means). Which is nice. By which i mean that i don’t think i’m in any danger of having feelings. I mean, i like her, but in that vague sort of way that i like a lot of people. The last thing i want right now is any semblance of serious. (on the other hand, i’ve well learnt my never say never lesson in the past 3 1/2 years – i can do some dumb shit sometimes.)
This whole sex thing is so much more complicated when you’re single. But it turns out that people are right – there’s a point where amazing sex isn’t enough to keep a relationship going. Damn shame. Anyhow, (while it might have benefitted from us being a little less drunk) last night was fun. My neck is sore and i’ve got a bite bruise on my thigh. I’d do it again. But if it’s a one time deal, that’s fine too.
“Summer Nights” – Grease